>>electrocute deadly mix.

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 22:03:22 GMT

Yep.
Dirtfest yesterday was amazing.
Touched Adam's and Dennis's butts during Alesana's performance.
:] & hugged Jeremy, the drummer. :D

thats all really.

oh, and seeing Dean & getting a hug from him made my day.<3

the end. bye.

Mon, 21 May 2007 22:33:54 GMT

i knew i would stop using this as much.
yeah well i got my whisteria cottage shirt today
:D and three free demos. cant wait to hear their new stuff.

hm. anyway. life is alright.
i have a stupid headache right now.
uhm. billy is sweet. i need to chill with him.<3.
too bad rides always fuck everything up. =/
i wish i could drive, for seriously.

I CAN'T WAIT TIL ANTHONY COMES TO MICHIGAN!
holy shit i love that kid i'm so excited :D
lol. rahhhhhhh i dunno.
my tummy is a monstuh.
bye.

bledfest!

Sun, 06 May 2007 23:23:10 GMT

bledfest was amazing. :D
even though i didn't get into a mosh/dance pit.
& there was too many scene girls there.
the bands were great. or at least most of them.
BDM were the sweeeeeeeetest.
gorefest should be pretty amazing too.

bleeeeeep.
that's just about it.
uhm. yeah. bye fags.<3.

this is how i feel as of now;

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 23:00:42 GMT

wow. seriously, i need new friends.
you're all a bunch of pathetic liars, and betrayers.
i hope reality kicks in, and you realize how worthless you are.
you're wasting precious limb with your sorry excuse for a human.
i know i'm not perfect, and i know i'll never be.
but jesus, kids.. i'll never sink to your level again.
i've dug my way out of that, i'm loyal now. i won't ever lie to you.
i won't tell your secrets. i won't tell your boyfriend/girlfriend
if you like another person if you ask me not to.
that's betrayal, and i could never betray a friend like that. i'm done with it.

"wtf you're a bitch"
alright, cool. don't talk to me, then. why do you keep going on and on with your idiotic words? i don't care what you think, and i speak the truth in moods like this. push my limit, and i'll break your soul with words you've never even heard of.trust me, don't tempt me.

"hailey, why are you being like this?"
because, little cunt, there is too much on my mind. i'm fourteen, i shouldn't be worrying about things like i do, right? i'm young, i have the rest of my life. yet, i stand confused, with a million things going wrong inside me, i need help. this is a call for help, for advice. i need it more than ever. but no, i highly doubt i'll tell you whats wrong. confusing, correct? it's because your meaningless words of "i promise i won't tell anybody, i swear it, on (insertnamehere)'s grave." i know i'm a mess right now, or maybe you just haven't noticed, because i've been all smiles. believe me, i'm falling back into fake smiles, fake happiness. there's a crevice in my true happiness. i don't understand it, i hate it. but...i just need encouragement, i suppose you could call it. i need to be something that won't happen for a long time.. because i could never do harm like i have before. i need to be able to trust. why do you ruin it for everyone else?

i need to talk to nik, but he never answers.
i don't know why i feel the need to talk to him.
he just.. reminds me of someone. maybe eric?
or i don't know, nobody..? he just feeds me comfort,
or so it feels to me. yeah, i don't understand it.

bleh...i need eric. come back, babycakes, please?

=/

no fear tour!

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 00:22:43 GMT

no fear was amazing.
it was fun on the way there.
&trying to find tim's dad afterwards.
it was as cold as tits on ice, though.
but yes, killswitch + chimaira are amazing live.
he is legend & dragonforce are good too i guess. i just don't like them much.
anyway, i don't know what else to say. haha.
had fun, and the bands were amazing. end of.

taste of chaos!

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 14:48:28 GMT

taste of chaos was insane.
it was like 'moshmoshmoshpushpushpush' everywhere.
and people falling cuz they suck at crowd surfing.
someones dick was like right in my face. i was like "oh my fucking god! *punches*" lmao.
but then i fell and some guy helped me up, i think. hahah. chesiree & alyssa fell a lot.
i kept grabbing onto other people so i didn't fall, but instead they did :D
haha. evaline & that local band were the only two i didn't like.
people went fucking crazy for chiodos & 30 seconds to mars & the used. i wouldn't know for senses fail. but yeah.
:] ahhhh! saosin = hailey gets bloody lip. damnnnn crazy boys everywhere.
i should've talked to this one kid, though. we kept looking at eachother. x]
i met erica !:] she's cute. heh.
& i met chiodos! :D +got my shirt signed by them. minus one guy.
i gave the poster they signed to erica, though. because the part of the line she was waiting in got cut off or something.
anyway. i felt disgusting by the end of the night & soo tired.
NO CRUNKNESS D; haha, oh well. last night was amazing<3.

burn your friends.

WOOOOSHA.

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 03:57:29 GMT

today was amazing. i was with willie from like, 4pm-10? or something, i'm not sure.
i missed him a lot. i love being with him. i love him. he makes me feel good about myself :D
hahahha anyway. taste of chaos tomorrow! i'm exciteddd. then no fear tour with rosia, willie + tim next friday.
me and anthony have decided that we're gonna be famous, but we're going to live in an apartment together =)
ahh he's silly. my mom was like flipping out, cuz i'm on phone with him now. & she doesn't know who he is. but yuh.
"i sound like a freakin girl cuz im talking so much *sounds like girl* oh my god let's go shopping tomorrow!" lmao. or something like that.
now he's telling his little brother to get off his bed, or else i'll slap him or something. "don't get madden, get gladden" hahah oh man.
anthony is my best friend :D we're gonna party it up when he comes here in june! ahhhhh! anyway. grahhh!
i'm talking to some cool people online, as well. :] but yes, i'm going to go talk to them + anthony :D bye<333.

=D

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 21:11:11 GMT

Yesterday was amazing, for reals.=)
I hung out with some lovely people.
[Rosia, Vince, Kenny, Matt, Mikey, Richie]
although i don't really talk to richie. hah. but yuh.
after school, me and rosia were going to walk, but then i got lazy. so chesiree's mom drove us. xD
then i got home, and started to vince. so me & rosia walked up to hilbert to meet up with him, then went back to mikeys.
it was fun there. :D kenny kept changing his name thing in my phonebook to "sexy time" then "super sexy time" then "the mormon jesus"
hahaha, maybe some others, i don't remember. vince held me down so i couldn't get it back before kenny would change it.
but yuh. we did some other stuff down in mikeys basement, too. t'was fun.
then kenny, mikey, richie + other people they were getting went to see TMNT.
So Vince & Matt walked Rosia & me back to my house. that was fun.
i love being with them kidds. i was soooo happy to see vince. you'd have no idea.
i missed him so bad! plus i still consider him one of my best friends, kinda. idk. <33.
anyway. i bet nobody reads this! :D whatevvvvv. i'm schweet no matter what.
but that's not my point, so yeah. once rosia left my house around 9, i ate a salad.
then before i was about to shower, anthony called me. so i talked to him for a little.
& i told him to call me back in like 30 minutes so i could take my shower & stuff, so he did.
then after that i believe we talked for about 2 hours, maybe. i don't know. but yes.
i'm very excited to see him in june. i'm very excited for summer as well. ahhh, it's going to be the best.
i love life =)

=)

Tue, 27 Mar 2007 00:22:17 GMT

life is gooooood! =)
today i got new pants. everyone's going to be shocked, maybe even disappointed. lmao.
anyway. taste of chaos = this saturday! so excited. i can't waitttttt.
then no fear tour next friday!!!! then bled fest may 5th!!! then warped tour july 27th!! then gorefest july 29th!
ahhhh! haha, i need to start saving money. i only have 9 dollars,
and i'm supposed to pay alyssa's mom 35 for taste of chaos this weekend. =X

this is my third lj. haha. i don't know why i keep remaking them,
i'll probably stop using this in a month. maybe even a couple weeks... or days. haha.

but yeah. i love my boyyyyy :] he makes me smile like no other.
& some people keep telling me to break up with him. & they try to flirt with me n shit.
yeah.. if you do that.. lay off my dick. mmkay? i don't want you, & i doubt i EVER will:].

i wanna go see the hills have eyes 2. i was supposed to last friday, but saw TMNT instead=)
there was like three songs i actually knew in that movie. two of them i liked.

but anyway.. yeah. i dunno. i guess this is it?
imma go do homework. peace out brooo. <3.